You search for something long forgotten, you fight with yourself and your mistakes. You long for that perfect beauty that grows deeper and deeper from day to day, but paradoxically, the idea of repeating that beauty is actually dispersing further and further into thick fog without even the slightest chance for it to happen again.

Let go of that longing, only then will you free yourself from the constant self-inflicting pain.

You wander. Lost. Because you’ve realized your mistakes. Unforgivable and unmovable. I trust that you’ve finally understood instead of motivating yourself to repeat the same mistakes yet again out of pure malice, egocentrism and insanity.